twisting and turning as the sheets tangle. Wanting to rip my skin with my fingers, i have no where to hide. my heart seeps with loneliness. not feeling whole i reach for your warm body, the cold pillow greats my sorrow, i weep into the night. breathless i suffocate under your palm. i tell myself someday it will all be gone. when your poison entered my veins i was eternally addicted. unable to relieve the grief, hating myself for every tear, unable to run i am crippled by love. I watch the nights shadow dance around me from under the moon. my heart falls silent and i fall to my knees. I can see the pieces of your soul you have long forgotten. you speak to me with a cryptic tone, words riddled and confused. the love wrapped tongue is swallowed by your hate. relentless i return for more pain, i love all that is you. how long will you step on my blooming roses? how long will you steal the scent from the fresh fallen rain? i shed my skin, curl to my side, hold my cold pillow tight, the air is filled with cries of sadness as i pass your name through my teeth. i rememer the star i wished for you upon, i remember our first kiss. slowly coddled by my saddens, i drift off, shedding my pain from within.